Brian fucking Espinoza you’re pissing me the fuck off again. I ignored you for a day after we talked so you could get your shit together. Then I said we should talk last night. BITCH I ONLY SENT THAT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AND YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FUCKING SAY! You’re too whipped to try and act stubborn so just stop before I officially get sick of you. I’m not going to go through talking about the other night while you’re gone. And I’d like to fucking see you at least once before you leave you little shit. UGH YOU FUCKING SOPHOMORE! Wait fuck you’re a junior now, but still…. UGH
And this is why I’ve been single since freshmen year. Fuck this shit. Now I remember why I chose not to be in anymore relationships.
Why am I even crying? This is beyond ridiculous. I’m arguing with a 15 year old, like are you fucking serious right now? This is such bullshit. All your “I”m sorry babe” crap is just making me more mad. i get that you’re busy with school and don’t have as much time to hangout and talk but you could have told me that from the start instead of telling me this way after I’ve already been mad about it. And telling me now that you’re leaving for Hawaii this week doesn’t help. Why are you just now telling me this? that doesn’t make me feel any better. No, I won’t tell you what you have to do to make it better. Why should I? If you really want to fix this then you’ll find a way. And as far as wondering if you “lost me”…you’re getting pretty damn close, cause if this is how this is going to be with you then I’m already done.
And now that all of that is off my chest, goodnight :)